这就是我
Life is full of endurance.
If you reached the highest stage of endurance,
nothing can ever stop your way.
And that's when you will succeed...




我.
Yoyo, I am LARRY!
I am currently studying in SQSS
1N4'07 - 2N4'08 - 3N3'09
A BOY that likes a GIRL
Crashed on this earth at 7/11/94
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Spoiler.
Thursday, December 31, 2009; ( 7:29 PM )

I believe you. (I accept what you say is true)
I believe in you. (I have confidence/faith in you)
I trust you (I am sure you will support me and not let me down)
:D
Woke up, msn-ed with baby till 2.
Went to sy house till 4.
Met dhirish and jasper to met baby and liting(?) at bpp
Actually want go tgt de, but then some spoilers appear. :l
So said hi, went to shop, home-ed.
Shall not elaborate as i'm still pissed at those spoilers.



我在忍。。。



又是一个没有你的日子..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009; ( 9:14 PM )


Man is immortal,
not because he alone
among creatures has an inexhaustible voice,
but because he has a soul,
a spirit capable of compassion
and sacrifice and endurance.
30 dec 2009
>:l
Woke up, msn-ed with her to 11, haha.
Prepared and went to gombak to eat breakfast. :l
slacked till 3
Met up with dhirish and the ah neh uncle.
Heard many wonderful stories from the uncle.
Beh went home at 4.
Played soccer till 6
Bb-ed till 7
Tai di till 8+
Home-ed and did house work, wow.
i sort of forced you
to say something again...
hais...
I love you~ I need you girl~
ha.



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简单爱
; ( 9:38 AM )


He who does not trust enough, Will not be trusted.
>:D
29 December 2009
Woke up in the morning, smsed with her,
went up to sy house.
Met up with her and beh.
Went to polyclinic to pei sy.
Waited for 4 hours, finally done, ha.
after that sy's mom and his sis were going to pay,
we went off earlier as we were too lazy to wait.
Went to westmall.
Slacked till we decided to head back to batok.
On the bus was fun, but abit T_T moment, HAHA.
reached sy house, watched iljimae, went down.
Went to temple to pray, wished twice and went back to batok.
Played soccer for awhile, sent her, home-ed.
我有时真的是觉得
有一点东西不对。
但,我还是信任你。




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It really sucks when you're not with me...
Monday, December 28, 2009; ( 9:04 PM )


It hurts to breathe
because every breath I take
proves I can't live without you.
:l
Woke up at 8, msn-ed with her till 1.
Sy,sy,jasper and dhirish popped up my house.
Chatted and chatted and went down to dunearn
to pei kexin and dayana to buy books but failed.
So went outside to slack for awhile, called her and discuss
about tomorrow, went to sy house to watch yi zhi mei (iljimae)
sy said he tmr cant go, wtf. then sian(6) lorr.
so went down to eat, eat le, went to bb to slack with jasper
slacked all the way to 8.
home-ed, tio kpkb agn :l
i am such a boring and useless guy....



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LOL and HAHA on a day. (:
; ( 8:29 AM )

Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Today was a ♥ day, haha!
Woke up, prepared and went to sy house.
Waited for sy and went to met jasper at gombak, ha.
Went 2 round of gombak just to realise that our things
are actually just nearby, lols!
went back to batok, was raining, ):
met dhirish at uncle shop, ha.
went home to game, played 1 round of dota with sy
with jasper and dhirish at my house watching.
went down to meet the girls, slacked till sy needed to eat medicine,
so dhirish and i went up to take ball, lols.
Went down with ball, played till fell, f..........!
Played volleyball till sian, went home to bath and
went down for dinner with parents, haha.
Sms-ed with her till 12, slept. (:
it looks like
i'm the only
one commited...



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I feel alive, when you're beside me.
Sunday, December 27, 2009; ( 12:46 AM )


If your time hasn't come, not even a doctor can kill you.
(:
woke up, msn-ed with someone till 1 (:
went to gym, i can't laugh sia, veh pain D:
the ah neh still go piak my leg GG lols.
then talked on phone with hwee min, lols.
then raining, haha.
went home then nth to do, so watch tv and sms, ha
dhirish came my house, dl song, went down.
played volley ball for 1 hour, then soccer all the way, ha.
then play till my leg langa floor agn..... F
then played till lights off, went up to six floor, lols.
Talked lots of bullshit and laugh HAHAHAHAH
then went down to buy drink go up, crap more
and laugh, HAHAHAHAHA, omg laugh till stomach pain, HAHA.
then home-ed (:
i am such a boring person.
can i stop saying sian?!
bang my head to that wall la. :(



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; ( 12:30 AM )

-/Would you rather be a singer or a dancer ?
Answer : Audience!
-/Are you currently in a relationship ?
Answer: Lols.
-/Cried for a boy ?
Answer: Lol?
-/Rather be stupid or an idiot ?
Answer: Idiot
-/Have you regretted doing anything ? If yes .. then what ?
Answer: A few, ha.
-/If God allowed you to decide , would you like a twin brother or sister ? Why ?
Answer: Twin brother, ^^
-/Have you ever drank red wine in your life ?
Answer: Got, sis wedding, lols.
-/Sweet or Romantic ?
Answer: Luxurious
-/Do you like eating fruits ?
Answer: Apple
Pass this quiz to 10 people ;
Shaoyang
Hweemin
Seeyun
Elaine
Kexin
Joanne
Bryan
Roy
Celestine
HuiJJ
-/How are you related to 1 ?
- Brother?
-/Whose the sexiest in your list ?
-Roy!
-/Name a person in your list older than you .
-Kexin Jie jie
-/Have you quarrel with 5 ?
-No?
-/Who is 2 dating now ?
-haha, idk, me? LOL
-/Whose the smartest among all ?
-Sy
-/Have you ever say "i love you" to 8 ?
-Ya! Haha jk
-/Is 3 a hyper person ?
-Wa siao, of course la
-/Describe 6
-Guai lan, LOL copy from beng yang de, ha. jkjk.
-/Do you like 7 ?
-Ee skin, haha jk
-/If 10 steal your boyfriend what will you do ?
-Find new one and cry :{
-/If 9 lied to you, what will you do ?
-Cry? LOL
-/If 4 wants to jump down from a building , what will you do ?
- Wow, don't!



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How can I move on, when
Saturday, December 26, 2009; ( 12:23 AM )

The world hates change, yet it is the only thing that has brought progress.
I'm still
^_v
Today was such a weird day.
When it was raining I knew something bad happened.
When it was shiny, I knew that funny things would happen.
Lols, woke up at 8, slept and woke agn at 10.
Comp-ed till 1.
Gym-ed to 4.
Went to jurong point haha.
Then
...............................................................
Played at batok
slacked at 6th floor
home-ed, ha.
still in love with you...



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Finding truth is hard, after you find it, accepting the pain is harder.
Thursday, December 24, 2009; ( 8:28 PM )


There's no comfort in the truth, pain is all you'll find.
:l
Woke up at 11.
Comp-ed till 2.
Prepared till 3.
Went to fetch beh and xinyi at 3.30 (:
Went to sy house and slack till 4
Went ONE big round of gombak just to pump ball
but the shop close, LOL.
Went back home, watch tv, play game, use comp.
Went down and sent them off at bus stop, lols.
Played sports till 8+,
homed.
remember me leh,
forget him.
let me replace him,
for I want you to be happy.



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The Courage to say ILY
Wednesday, December 23, 2009; ( 9:16 PM )

If people are good only because they fear punishment,
and hope for reward,
then we are a sorry lot indeed.
:(
Comp-ed and chatted till 3+
Cut hair till 4+
Played soccer till 5+
sy came down at 6+
Played till 8+
Homed.




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If I were to fall down, would you care?
Tuesday, December 22, 2009; ( 8:10 PM )

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal
with the intent of throwing it at someone else;
you are the one who gets burned.
-Buddha
Have been posting short posts reccently wor!
So, won't post so short le, ahahahahaha.
Woke up with 3 sms :o
Replied 1. :D
Gunz-ed till veh dulan with some 'I WANT TO BE PRO'
untill 3, so went down to bb court with dhirish to slack,
slacked and ended up in sy house (?)
went down and played bb,soccer!
lols! anish oso got play, AHAHAHHA
played till it was raining, went to 417 and
fooled around untill rain stopped, went to 420
and slacked, went down to 417 again to play, lols.
Played till rain again, went to bb court instead as it was not so heavy.
Slacked at the stone table, play soccer, slack, play. ahahaha.
My whole leg crashed on the floor while kicking.
haha, but i think i ok (:
home-ed. lols, I know not long but at least not timing nia right?!
ahahhaahhahaa.
Anyway, got one lame joke tell you all.
In ancient times,
there was an emperor, he pulled 3 jailbirds out of his jail
and demanded each of them to bring three fruits back within one hour
or else they will be executed.
The three guys came back w ithin one hour and brought three fruits
successfully, the emperor asked each of them to put it in their mouth,
and If they failed to, they would be executed.
First one brought apple, and of course, it couldn't fit in
So, he was executed.
The second one, he brought grapes, all 3 went in his mouth, but
because he was laughing out loud, one of the grapes dropped.
Why did he laugh?
The third person brought durian, AHAHAHAHAHAH.
K, lame. (:
At least rong rong post right?!?!?!
lols, ahahahhaha.
Ah Ya K bai.
Random post la, alamak.
I say random right?!
Oi, I post long enuf bo?!?!?!?!
Ahhh, bored.
Today is tangyuan day btw. (:





我在忍。。。



What a sin, six people...
Monday, December 21, 2009; ( 9:06 PM )

The best way to guarantee a loss is to quit.
what a day again...
Went down to shafiq's house.
Slacked till dhirish decided to go, jasper tagged along.
Went down to bb to slack, then dhirish need eat.
So I pei jasper go his house take money,
went to eat with jasper and dhirish,
played soccer till dinesh came,
went up to sy house, sian, need to go plaza singapura to change plan.
Saw someone at sy house wearing home clothes
then went there for 2 freaking hours,
go back to bb and play with jasper all,
went home to bath, went down agn to slack with sy and dhirish.
then home-ed tio kpkb by parents -.-
just what your
fucking problem sia
you this dog shit,
you never work ask other poeple
to work, u fuck imba you know?



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Irony, I don't want it.
Sunday, December 20, 2009; ( 9:38 PM )

Delay is the antidote for anger.
today, woke up.
went to gombak,
home-ed to sy house, high-ed with sy and gang.
went down, went home, went down
played, home-ed.





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Rainy days are sleepy days, not bad days.
; ( 1:34 AM )


A crown is merely a hat that let's the rain in.
i'm very tired, so i'll cut it short.
Woke up and used comp until 3+
Went down and slacked till 5+
Went to mac and ate till 6+
Went to RC till 10+
Soccer-red till 11+
Gunz-ed till 1+
Sleeping now in progress.




我在忍。。。



Saturday, December 19, 2009; ( 1:16 PM )

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag
I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke
I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense,
but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone
I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.People talk about the guyWho's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

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; ( 1:02 PM )

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I DOWAN TO FORGET....
I CANNOT IMAGINE AT ALL SIAL...



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Had a bad day.
Friday, December 18, 2009; ( 11:06 PM )

Isn't ironic?
We adore who ignores us.
Ignore who adores us.
Love who hurts us.
And hurt who loves us.
today was a day.
woke up, on comp till 4+
Went down to play soccer untill 7+
Tkd till 10+
Home-ed.

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I still believe there is something called 'force'
; ( 7:41 AM )

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
posting about ytd. (as i was too lazy :P)
woke up and did stuff on comp.
after that around 2, went down to play soccer
rained, so went up and played comp untill 6.
Played basketball until 8.
Home-ed
i dont want to dream
about that again
): please.

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Only for me.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009; ( 9:24 PM )


If you are doing it,
do it for yourself, not anyone else.
today was a boring, yet interesting day.
Went down to bangkit just for sy.
Met beh,sy and ah boy at 209.
Went to bangkit market to buy bubble tea.
Slacked at block 2312-031920312903219012(idk la)
Near NKF jiu hao le.
Then while going to beh's house.
Got two brothers wearing spiderman t-shirt.
I starting disiao say 'WA BROTHERS AH!?'
Then Ah boy sing 'spiderman, spiderman'
Sy go add 'I can see your underwear!'
AHAHAHAHAHAHA, WE ALL HIGH LIAO BODOH, LOL!
Went to beh's house and slacked.
Bus-ed to batok.
Went to basketball to play soccer.
Played lots of stunt, LOL!
Finally I can save the pro ah neh de kick, dam hard sia.
after playing, went to uncle shop,
Then wa, play alot, sweat alot.
Play basketball till shiok, then soccer, then badminton.
Play till sibeh tired
Home-ed.



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Sleeping beauty.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009; ( 8:37 PM )


Pissed off for no reason.
Went to east coast with ahboy,berdboy,berdgirl.

Met SY at 7.00 which was early, bus-ed to bangkit

and reached at 7.30 (which was even earlier)

slacked for 30 pathetic minutes.

met seeyun and bus-ed there, so freakign squeezy.

I sibeh suay sia, squeeze with ah neh and his imba perfume.

The aunty dk hw drive de!!! Keep stop den the whole bus tilt,

lols, then I holding on to the ticket thing like it's my whole life liddat sial.

finally reached there and went there, as we walked there,

I realised my sister house was nearby, lols!

When we found our assembly area, we played marble, LOL!

So fun, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

played at the sea, hahahaha,

got wet (which i rly didn't want to, I also know it sounds wrong)

threw rocks and stuff, went high with sy, ahahahahha.

we play the wave cant catch us, RLY FUN SIA, AHAHAHAHAHA.

then sy do flip, lols, i slack.

Then after sian le, we went to rent bike,

rent hao liao alot pple fall down, except for me!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

K luh, I tried to do freehand, almost fall a few times :x

but lucky my reaction fast, ahahahahah

Ride bike and stuff then do stunt, LOL!

ride back and returned the bike.

went to mac, and eat.

Eat le went my sis house to

bath and play wii for idk hw many hr $@#$@ :l

My sister fetched them at westmall.

They home-ed, except for me and my sis.

Went to eat and went to ntuc, my sis almost shop, omg.

Home-ed.




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Friday, December 11, 2009; ( 11:20 AM )

Got to get this off my chest.
Before it's too late.


I know today is going to be rough.


But I just have to accept it.

the beginning of an ending.

Tae yang - Look only at me.
i thought about it last night.
I realised that the night is cold.
I realised that you have to accept somethings.
But I will still change.



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3 months...
Thursday, December 10, 2009; ( 1:15 PM )

A single bullet got me.
Can't stop the bleeding.
do not give up a forest
because of a tree.
but what if the tree turns out
to be poisonous?




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나만 바라봐.
; ( 12:16 AM )



나만 바라봐.

Today is just not my day.

Hahahha, just.
Lost.
should i make a new one? lols.nah, too troublesome.
I can't type it out le.



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Wednesday, December 9, 2009; ( 2:38 PM )

Happy birthday,
CHAN HWEE MIN!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Don't think so immature leh! Wish friend nia, I know you all also want right?!?!



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男人流血不流泪, 但如果是心痛呢?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009; ( 8:35 PM )

Do not judge a book by it's cover.
Do not judge a man by it's personality.
If you look at me as someone who gives up easily,
you are half right, but I do not give up on certain things.
Today was also a boring but time killing day.
Woke up in the morning, had a bad feeling.
Dota-ed with kc and his cousin,
...........................................................................
I almost cried, heng, can hold back, lols.
If not at train cfm kana laugh -.-
went to amk hub and walked around
......................................................................
back to batok and had a great laugh on the mrt trip.
had a great laugh at sy house.
Went to playground to slack,
had lots of fun and ride bike.
Laughed and joked.
Rubern go donno whr gt new match stick, song bo?!?!?
Can play around tmr le, lols.
Home-ed
why are you even looking at this? lols.
have fun on ur b'dae rorr.
be happy and forget abt any unhappy things.
today was actually one of the days i talked the least.
hahas. I r so useless.
---------------------------------------------------------------
tmr shud go have fun?! lols, idk.
just hope rubern got come down batok ba, lolx.
dont have u dont go btr rorr. -.-
plus i go is oso partly cause of you,
but the rule too imbalance le la.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
i find another solution myself la hor.
This part for someone else, lols.




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This is how to start a fight with your wife/girlfriend.
; ( 9:57 AM )





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If your dad sold chicken rice, would you eat other people's chicken rice? Hahaha...
; ( 1:04 AM )

Baby are you down down down down down..
(Down~ Down~ Down~)
Even if the sky is falling down...
Let's get down to real buissness shall we, soz for last post,
am in good mood now, it's 1am in the morning btw.
Today was a really boring day, ok maybe abit not, :P
Woke up at 7(?), Yes i know.
Comp-ed till 9.
Prepared till 10(K, I pua some hair stunt, reasonable?hahaha)
Met sy and had a great laugh as I didn't see him for a day.
Lols, went down and slacked till 188 came,
in the end, we took 985! LOL!
Bus-ed to cck int, went to lot 1.
spotted a few sunflower (boys only)
give you all good tip, morning got some, aftnoon like market liddat,
buy and sell, but night like veh less D:.
went to bought my lanyard (so gay)
then went back to batok, lols, saw jasper and co.
slacked with them, untill saw jason's mom.
(Don't kpo la)
Chatted till I saw hwee min and yi ro
after I had a very experiencing chat with jason's mom
went to sy house.
They all tio taiji wif police(?)
Toopid, want fight don at shop ma, step yi ge sial.
went to sy house and laughed at yi ro's o2mania skill.
Hwee min and yi ro home-ed earlier (D:)
So I passed smth to hwee min (:D) and went with jasper they all.
Rubern wanted to eat his lollipop, so I go cope abit, ahahah.
Then played soccer till sian, so went to kopitiam to slack like
nobody buissness :X then home-ed for lunch.
Went back and continued to slack,
went to uncle shop, then ride bike, lols.
After that, they all want ride bike, my mom don't gimme ride
cause of last injury (wtf?) then sian le,
used comp till sian and slept.
Woke up, sibeh dulan feeling, lols, then met up with venga they all to find
sy and dhirish.
ride a whole round around batok and home-ed.
lols, after that went back dwon to basketball,
went to six floor to 'ton' (that's what they called)
till 11 and home-ed.
hahas, sorry.
i try can? lols, really, this k ind of thign
can't immediately de, I ask you forget him
suddenly liddat hard, lols, sorry use him as example but...
i want you understand luh, haha, sorry, really.
your finger hurt cause of me, add in more you know?!? lols.
k rah, don wan step yi ge 'secret guy' le.
Ciao. :D
I this aft no say b ye to you right? :D:D
Sorry.



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Insecure feeling.
Monday, December 7, 2009; ( 8:49 PM )

If your best friend were to leave you
with nothing one day, what will you do?
i'm not paranoid, i'm just irritated.
I'm not in any mood, I just want to stop that feeling.
Today was another very pissful day.
Shall not elaborate much.
Ciao.
stop giving me the uncomfirmed feeling.
i'd rather be sad all the time then not knowing wether to be happy or sad.
haizz, want to see you longer oso can't... T_T Today oso forget say bye to you,
what i jerk i am. anyway, just to rant.
DJ SUX, whole family die la, knn ccb.
Fuck, yet another rough night for me,
and my mom's just pissing me off, piece of shit.
my friend do the thing, become my fault,
fuck my life, everything my fault,
jibai, now my dad oso add in, jibai.
Fuck my life, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Teaching others to cheer people up when I can't cheer myself.
Gay gay gay gay gay gay gay.
Fucking dog, i'm going to get you one day.
MY WHOLE FAMILY CAN GO AND LIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE LA.
I GOT MONEY CAN LIAO LA, KNN.
MY MOM SAY I USE MONEY SHE HERSELF AT THR NO GO WO RK.
I HW OLD NIA SHE SAY I NO EARN,
CCB FUCK LA HOR.
TODAY SO MANY THING HAPPEN SIAL.
I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT IT LE LA.




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3 Words 8 Letters 1 Meaning
Sunday, December 6, 2009; ( 5:55 PM )

Someone told me,
If i wanted to cry...
Doing handstands would stop my tears from coming out...
today i woke up at 8... omg...
Too lazy to wash up,
I on comp and used it until 11.
Decided to finally wash up and dhirish
popped up outside my house,
used the computer until 1.
When to find siew ting, then xue ting.
Saw shahul and elephant guy(?)
slacked until xueting came out.
Walked to mrt to meet xueting.
Then siew ting did something that made dhirish scream.
Siew ting topped up her ez-link
I kp her say 'N1'
Then xueting come le,
I go tap, eh no money
LOLOLOL so ps.
Train-ed to cck.
Went to lot one to find jasper.
Met at action city.
Went to hilltop garden to slack.
Was drizzling so went to library to slack(LOL!)
Dinesh was making the most noise, AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Then we laugh till kana chase outside, LOL.
So we went to batok.
On the bus, dinesh did something that made everyone
stare at him, but he was very angry what...
Reached batok, played soccer and slacked.
Home-ed.
I understand la hor.
I also know your situation.
Somethings cannot be forced.
But I know that somethings can be slowly gained.
<3

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Am facing a punishment because I didn't do anything.
Saturday, December 5, 2009; ( 7:06 PM )

We are never enough of ourselves.
Because what we want is always hard to get.
Even if we get it, we always want more.
I'm not trying to be wise,
I just want people to learn.
Today was yet another boring day.
More boring as beh never come which was more boring for sy.
Not feeling veh well now,
as I throw up whatever I eat,
so I'd rather not eat.
So I went down with dhirish.
Grabbed a lollipop stick from rubern(?)
went up to 419, then sy didnt want to suck on it,
so we went to 420 to grab a drink.
after that, went back to bb court, realised got no
water, as too sweet cant tahan.
So go buy, then go back 419,
ball drop inside longkang, so sy go take
aft that had my lollipop and headed home. :D
they say when you are stress,
do it, but I want more...
lollipop rox? lols.




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Do you really want to blow me away so badly?
Friday, December 4, 2009; ( 11:52 PM )


Life is a joke, It's funny,
and now, It's over.
call me immature,
call me childish,
but as long as I'm having fun,
you can call all you want.
today woke up at 9.
played a very interesting dota pub match.
dhirish popped outside my house.
So we slacked till 12.
Met jasper and co. at 12.30
played soccer as usual until it rained(as usual[?])
went to 417 to slack also as usual.
realised that morning could be more interesting
if i went to work with beh and sy.
cause it was too usual in batok.
Went to meet seeyun up.
Slacked and went to coffeeshop.
Ate with dinesh,jasper and sy.
Soccer-ed with clique.
Went to find sy and seeyun to waste their paper.
Went to basketball court to play soccer.
TKD as usual.
-.- Omg.......................................
i really regreted
when you told me that.
what a fool I was....
so... today i learnt that,
think THRICE before doing anything.
ALWAYS CONFIR
or maybe you knew that I would
come, so yo didn't tell them.M.
gah, i'm thinking too much again.



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Everything about him, nothing about me.
Thursday, December 3, 2009; ( 7:45 PM )


Being good in everything = nothing.
Being bad in everything = everything.
So why try, let's all be a bastard.
Today woke up at 11. So freaking late. lolx.
Prepared and surprised as jasper and company was outside my house.
Went down to play soccer as usual, played until it was almost raining.
Seeyun and shao yang came down, played soccer too.
Our group separated for idk what reason,
sy,me,seeyun,dhirish went to 420 void deck to play soccer.
played until uncle from 3rd floor(?) scolded us.
Wow, 2nd floor and 1st floor haven't complain, 3rd floor complain le.
More irony is the owner of the ball is his son's.
Went to 417, went home as I had a stomach pain.
sy and co. went back home too, so, I and dhirish went down.
We met up with aidil! :D
Met-up with jasper and co, played soccer with venga,aidil and dhirish.
After aidil went home, dinesh joined in, :D
I shall not elaborate further, too boring already.
when will it be my turn?
is it really my fault for what I am?
I cannot choose myself you know?
OMG, life really sucks, shit really happens.



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Everyone has one, I also want one.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009; ( 9:22 PM )

I know that I don't have to have one like everyone has.
But I want to have one so that I can give it to.
Today was another boring day.
Except for this night I got super high with sy and dhirish.
Sigh, hope dhirish cheer up ba, hahas.
Went high and raughed at armost anything with sy during dinner .
Rolx, Ciao Outside (:
Too Razy Too Post Rahs.
Ps. Replace L with R.
lols, I so wanted to see it.
aish, guess i can't but... Lols.
hope all's well for you rorr.
I only see her in my dreams,
My L.O.V.E Oh My L.O.V.E~



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Best friend.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009; ( 8:47 PM )


Whenever your friend dumps you after he uses you,
You realise that some other friend that has been with you
has always been the one supporting you.
today was a boring day.
I shall not post much.
Good night all. :)
somethings really cannot be forced.
:{ haiz, i guess so ba.... n9de...



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